i want to slim down !!!!

i wanted to slim down all the while but i couldn't do it, sometimes i really depressed although i am not suffered from obesity but i am seriously PLUMP or BABY FAT and the sad thing is i dislike it. People around me realized that i put on weight, my friends my family my relatives noticed it. The most obvious part is my "rounded face" oh my god, girls biggest enemy. I am now 45 kg, in contrast last year, april my weight was 40 kg. Compare the differences carefully.  

chiew ming chong

thanks for your advice, i will take it. 

'cheng beng' again

must have chinese tradition - cheng beng 

every year same style, but this year really hot & sunny 

hahaha saw some other people burn LV's bag, BMW, apartment and lots of things. cool ~ 

genting -grandma story-

monday night headed to genting, reached there around 5 am, check in our luggage and went to Mc D have a seat since there is no other start their business yet. Oh my god.. we sat we hang around we even watched TV in lobby untill 1pm only we managed to check in to our room, finally we get 7 sets of room key but i am so unlucky to choose the room that haven't prepared yet. Oh shit all of us damn tired, no choice me & peng straight away slept on the dirty bed. after awhile we woke up and the room service still haven't clean the room. Wtf !!! god, luckily choon tell us to bribe the room service worker, finally after paying 10 bucks they clean it. Viola, after that we bath and we went for our lunch. then we walk around. at night we went to "Ripleys believe it or not" arcade.boring but quite fun. 

second day. wake up bath and have breakfast then headed to indoor and outdoor themepark. Unfortunately raining. what a waste, we only given the chance to play awhile only. god bullying us. we went back room for a rest. finish. hahaha finally around 5 pm++ rain stop and we went outdoor again. i miss cyclone, and pirates ship. next. is dinner time again. midnight, i suddenly sick - flu+sorethroat+fever. 

third day. wake up packed my belongings and check out and have lunch, then walk around. bye bye to genting, is time to go home. so sweet!!! 

thats all' 

sunday

is sunday again, as usual wake up then have my breakfast - coco crunch + milk then watched Kimora Lee Simmons " life in the fab lanes" seriously KLS is a hot mama !!! voila.. next, on my notebook and online again.. my routine is boring !!!! i dislikes holiday

is hello kitty again

                              

i love kitty ~ miaooooo

domo "kia"

he is a devil who eats TV and lots of things

B.E.W.A.R.E

but seriously he is a cute creature 

self-obsession of myself

i love myself

is me

the ship

great meal . wonderful scenery . nice environment . birthday for someone's 

happy belated birthday again to u ... 

oopppsss

miss fang u look so ''fut tai'' & i look so aunty la 

i miss the time although lots of mosquito flying around

doubt

did she really go to kl ? 

what's going on ? 

god you must be kidding rite ? 

no , you are serious i guess .. 

anyway, really wish you well for the rest of your life. 

all in one

i used to update my blog always but sometimes really lazy and busy

and it will ended up i update all one shot in one day. simple job ~ 

aunt's birthday

happy birthday lean yi yi 

BRA BRA BRA for life

is all about 

bra's 

bra

delicious   

beside fragrances, bras is another lovely toys for GIRLS. do u agree ?? i love bras and panties oh my god ~ that day went Queensbay with mummy, ended up we bought a total of 14 sets of bras and panties, shit ... but i love it seriously. variety of patterns - ice cream, flowery, lace, star and so on..... aarrggghhhh just love it... 

blooming flowers

where is my photo shoot with those blooming flowers ?

A simple white T

finally i bought the white T, but i don't think i am able to print it in superb. 

Mr. Razeef

Malaysian studies ..... 

few words to describe - tricky, tough, lost my mind, squeeze my brain .... 

 

yeah ! USHER new perfumes

my male idol had launched new fragrance ... 

actually not new is new in Penang only i guess !!! 

hahahaha 

quite strong the scent .. 

i love my big big eyes

wooohoo ~ 

ming ai ( aspial wedding ) a great make up artist who surprisingly did not enroll in any make up lesson or class but she is super duper fantastic in make up. 

my eyes is one of her artwork ~ great nice and cool !! 

but this is the most difficult make up to remove that i ever had ~ sob sob 

Esprit Connect ...

perfume perfume perfume perfume ~ 

i in love with you miss perfume ~ 

i have you in my closet ~

yeah yeah yeah ...

我 真 的 是 哭 包

无可否认我是个大哭包   为什么我的眼泪那么不听话    已经半夜了你还一直流，流个不停

MNG adorably

i got it 

yeah yeah 

got it got it got it

MNG adorably you belongs to me now

哭。包

星期三。星期四。星期五。星期日。

共同点 ～ 我哭了

我的室友们你们不要吓到哦如果下个星期一我又哭的话。

我知道这几天你们都看到我哭看到我发呆看到我伤心。希望你们不要笑我啦～

最多我不要打门咯。嘿嘿嘿

CCW你不要检查我的眼睛啦。。你好好笑哦

好眼泪坏眼泪

这首歌我好喜欢

我流的是什么泪呢？

好还是坏？

我自己都很矛盾很不懂。

这一回，真的要走了没有开玩笑。

我。。。应该如何？

我。。。

我。。。

我头脑里很乱。

很乱很乱

应该如何是好？

没有了没有了

真的没有了～！！！

再见。

以泪洗脸的感觉很烂！！

我做不到不哭的我～

哭哭哭哭哭哭哭哭哭。到何时？

我不喜欢“牛西蓝”

我讨厌这个地方因为它带走了我多年以来的一段回忆

它也带走了一个人

我不喜欢你“牛西蓝”

你很讨厌非常可恶

如果你真的开心想和“牛西蓝”一起生活

我祝福你啦～记得不要变一头牛回来啦

呜呜呜呜呜呜

我真的很伤感，伤心，伤脑经 ！！！

时间好快哦

已经七年了吧

什么也经验过了

我可以说什么呢现在？

那一天会怎样啊？

femme by hugo boss

accidentally found this perfume ... oh my god 

i can say wow love at first site the smells really attract me 

i really in love with femme hugo boss !!!!! 

girl's lovely toy

benefits - maybe baby 

&

kate moss 

sony ericsson W595

P.A.L.E.N.E.S.S
using baby jin (xuan) new phone to capture 

imperfection burst out from my face 

god ~ i look so grandma 

XD 

honey bunny

have dinner with her and him 

sunshine bay

tomyam.egg.vege

although is normal dish but really delicious 

i like it

oh my god ... i have been waiting 'you' for 42 days

hello .... 

please 

i am so desperate to have 'you' back 

.MC. 

welcome back 伊凡bibi

今天终于到了

好开心

bibi终于回来槟城了咯

哈哈哈我又可以欺负她 

已经好久没看到她了

好期待 

L.O.V.E

If you love somebody...be willing to let go.
If they come back to you it was then meant to be....
If they dont, then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.

A hug is just a hug until its from the one you have been thinking of.

A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.

LOVE is just a word until its proven to you.

Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who 
really make you mad sometimes. Remember, every minute spent

angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

an article sent from my uncle. (CS.Lai) and i agree is really nice. 

the meaning of life ?

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. 
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. 
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the
person who made you cry?
If  love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. 
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love,  love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. 
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us

MY LITTLE BUSINESS 小小生意

please visit www.babywardrobe-baby.blogspot.com 

online cothing. hava a happy shopping. 

cibao.yean

i am really happy today 

because i meet cibao in msn today

and i saw her " painting " gallery too

oh god ~ my bestie really good in painting 

maybe is hidden talents 

know her for long times but i never 

saw her do any painting untill now 

.god bless my bestie always. 

love you 

bye bye 2008 ~ welcome 2009

is new year again 

beginning new chapter of life again 

hope that everything will go smoothly 

hi 2009 ~ 

happy new year all my buddies !! 

birthday color , superstitious again ????

紫色
你是一個神祕的人，從不自私，也很難對任何人和事發生興趣。你的狀態永遠是說不定的，是一個情緒化的人。很受周遭的人歡迎，但有是你會做出愚笨的舉動，記性也不太好。你最喜歡與一些有著真性情的人做朋友。 

I read this through my forwarded email 

umm what should i say more , 

sometimes it really reflect of our personality but , 

i am more to scientific thinking. voila ~ 

so just read it for passing my time only. :D

Kim K.

.KIM KARDARSHIAN.

stunning babe

she is cool 

she is hot

she is drop dead beauty

i like her   

-end-

learning to control myself

Gurney . Queensbay . Pragin 

shopped all of this mall almost for 2 weeks ( V.O.M.I.T ) afraid of stepping it again, lol 

my lust and desire of buying should stop from right now 

i got a warning from my father and i think i was given a "red card" means that i cant buy anymore !!!!! 

wuwuwuwuwu ... 

i think i can do it ~ hope so 

me and anerly

i am seriously plump ~ help !!!! 

woohoo ~ Xmas everyone

ming.md.anerly

Yerrr .... wonder what we doing actually ?? 

NICK ... you are not cooperating with us , we are ugly and you are not posing ..lol

vin.md.anerly.ming

.all of us. reunion !!!

is us again ...

is christmas again

went for sunset bar on Xmas eve 

is really a nice and cool place to drinks 

love that environment seriously 

actually there is a lots of people celebrating there 

left there around 3 am , and go home 

SUCKS traffic congestion at penang bridge 

super duper jam ~ bumper to bumper 

... thats all reach home about 5 

- my Xmas eve -  

when is the end of holiday life ? ...

tic tock tick tock tic tock ...

the clock is " tic tock-ing " every seconds every minutes and every hours 

but today is only the second days of holiday 

oh my god how am i going to past the rest of 3 weeks time ?? 

boring~boring~boring 

is 4.30 am now. 

is time to go bed and sleep 

switch off the lights

bye bye to my own world 

night everyone. 

OH MY GOD

.no comment & speechless.

 

jeremy asher john

chat with him and he gave me a lots of nick name ... 

boo,

ribena,

princess ribena 

princess ribena baby,

cina bukit 

end up with 

= princess cina bukit ribena baby ..... 

LOLx 

he is cute , roti boo john ( jeremy the germz )

superstitious .. ??

LIBRA - The Harmonizer 
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 

一路顺风

bibi@妈咪

。

和

。

舅舅

再见啦～ 

我会想念你们两老人家的。嘻嘻嘻嘻

get rid of final examination

relief 

relax

is all about my feeling now 

bye bye final examination ~

around the corner

is coming .. 

the exam is coming 

everyone, good luck ~

shopping shopping shopping

cloths. shoes. accessories 

driving me crazy and insane 

on wednesday i went to shop with my mummy and sisters 

oh my god the feeling is fantastic and great 

i love the moment when i was trying my garments in the fitting room or, 

i was trying shoes in the shops. is just simple make me feel good. 

love it. 

something goes wrong ?

i dare not hope for anything because i seriously afraid of false hope 

i dare not ask for anything because i really scared of losing anything that appeared in front of me 

when things come suddenly and without any signs - just like tsunami 

it could be scary. 

i would seriously appreciate if god give me an encyclopedia which i can refer any of my curiosity by searching in this book. it could be fantastic and wonderful for me. 

what should i do to understand you ? 

don't let me drown ~ 

又怎么啦？

我看了你的blog，你是在说我吗？

我不懂要怎么表达我的心情，我觉得很奇怪事情不是都已经过了蛮久吗？

我当让很希望你不是在说我啦，可能我怀疑心太重了，可是又好像是。。

我不懂我post上这个文章你会不开心吗？ 希望不会啦哈哈

其实面对这个问题我也又有无数的经验，做人也很辛苦很左右为难的。

我以为你真的想通了，所以我就一路以平常心和你做朋友啊，有错吗？

如果要我和你不说话，不做朋友，我办不到。有必要这样吗？

可是看了你的blog你说我给你希望？“一头呜水” 有吗？

呜呜呜呜呜。。不懂啦～！

。你是一个值得让我珍惜的朋友。

书书书书书。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈introduction to mass communication我终于都把你看过一遍了。

现在可以说我的日子还蛮轻松的嘛，因为现在没有人在我身边徘徊。一个人的～好好的～

notes notes notes

notes should be my best friend for this week but i not really familiar with it yet 

oh god .... 

WHAT SHOULD I DO TO MAKE YOU CARE ME ?

WHAT SHOULD I DO TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME ? 

lalalalalalalalala .... ~ 

无奈

我的生活就是这样子了吗？

我还想可以怎样呢？ 

－不懂－ 

星期六 ～ 好闷 

home again

is time to go back home sweet home again ~ finally reached end of those hard days and hard time 

but now is a beginning of headache moment, final coming soon straight after my lots of assignment and presentation, next next week going to sit for my final which covered 3 papers - introduction to mass communication, sociology, and basic news writing & reporting.... whoolaaaa ~ pray for god !!!! hiak hiak hiak 

miss my second "family" members ... mummy, daddy, 姐姐， 妹妹， 弟弟， 舅舅 ~ hahahahaha of coz i miss my real family too ~ 

难道这就是我的生活了吗？每天的在重复。。

我看到了我姐姐妹妹们都很幸福。。哈哈很开心啊～我可以吗？

无论是感情上的幸福还是普通生活上的幸福我都很羡慕。。嘿嘿嘿嘿～

希望我也可以的。考试了咯咯咯咯～害怕哦

朋友们加油吧～

home sweet home day

i take this photo on my bed ... whoolaaa ~ 

my masterpiece 

SUNGAI PETANI trip

on the 21st of november i went to sungai petani ~ 

woohoo with yi fan bibi , joe mei mei , and wen didi !!! 

wuwuwuwu the sad thing is i cant eat bak kut teh with them on the first day .. 

then the next day we went for old town to do our assignment . oh my god we sat there almost for 5 or 6 hours ~ cool man .... after that we accompany bibi go to "de touch" hair saloon to cut her hair hair ... not bad very nice !!!! next is our dinner time hahahaha all of us very hungry  

irresistible ICE CREAM

i am addicted to ice cream seriously ~ 

some one help me ?? 

if i din control myself i am going to suffer from obesity soon .. 

a simple sundae cone and mc flurry to baskin robin and haagen dazs ~ !!! 

delight and tempting !!!! ICE CREAM MAKE ME HAPPY ~ 

yeah yeah yeah

is 5.07 am now , finally we finished our sociology assignment 

although is kinda late but at least we managed to handle it quite well 

( me , yi fan bibi , sue wen jie jie , joe xuan mei mei , and chuey wen didi ... ) unfortunately bubu susan and ham sap por xin ni cant join us .. 

wait for me

one more day to go ... i can update my blog .. yeah yeah yeah yeah ~ !!! 

i am coming wait for me ..

this few weeks really busy like a bee ~ wee wang wang !!!! 

wuwuwuwuwu..

its been long time i din update my bloggie again 

my fren keep on saying i lazy ~ 

recently alots of assignment to do haizzzz

S.O.S 

yummy yummy

i love baskin robin ice cream .... 

i am the ROJAK GIRL

" ROJAK girl " 

forgotten to say that actually i was selling rojak at the tzu chi food bazaar hahaha i am so absent minded all the while. 

.environmental-friendly TZU CHI. 

i assert that tzu chi organization is really supporting environmental friendly concept or campaign, thats true seriously~ 

i really amazed by my dear rojak customer, this can be proved when they fill they food in their own bring tupperware or container when they take-away their food. get my message ?? compared with us who likes to used polystyrene which is unbiodegradable or plastic materials to fill our food. why cant everyone practice this environmental friendly attitude like those people in tzu chi ? hahaha i guess is hard to do so. is really nice when you see they take their tupperware from they canvas bag instead of our plastic or paper bag to fill up their food. 

GOOD-DEEDS .. 感恩 。 我爱慈济的精神。