my photographs

is gone.
my memories gone along with her camera.
in deep sorrow, great impact on me,
i lost my photographs; my only prove of my life.
the invisible sadness yet unspeakable pain.
photographs is real important for me.
once you lost it, you lost it forever.
no turning back.
- I'm frustrated -

my best buddy

i really love you, mac book pro, u're the greatest invention in my life. you help me a lots in my works and assignment and my life too. so good to have you beside me. the moment i using you, i felt great, because you're smart enough. Voila~

Cant live without you. XOXOXO my companion

my next target - baby " pretty " wait for me

* you smells good * 

busy like a bee * wee wee *

feeling relief, finally is the end of penang-inter college games. 

but is not the time to enjoy now, is the time to battle - tons of assignment haven't complete yet dateline is next week. 

i hate end of semester. 

hectic. 

delightful dinner

consecutive for 3 weeks, i try to minimize my diet, finally yesterday i take something delicious- fish fish spaghetti + haagen dazs = super delicious .. i love it. enjoy :P

story about my T

This is the committee uniform cater to Han Chiang College Inter-College Games 2009, unfortunately this design is way too simple, commented by vice principal and she dislike it. 

At the very first place we have a committee meeting and we reached a consensus of a simple and clean style of t-shirt design so this is the idea where this t-shirt come from. thats all, although has been rejected but i still loved the simple way of my T. 

I'm feeling blue

today should be a wonderful day for me - class cancelled and i just need to attend one lesson which is english for mass communication, but i done a huge careless mistake which will lead me getting a zero grade for this particular test. 

::case::  - we required to circle out the sentence error  and rewrite the correct answer on top of the circle but i just circle and din rewrite it.  what a waste !!!     

i broke down and sobbed like a child in front of my friends, i guess.  :(

this is my very first time of getting a grade that lower than B for english paper. 

i cant forgive myself. feeling sorrow. 

sesame, peanuts and bean - my big enemy

although i am well informed to restricts myself from consuming those food but the temptation is strong enough for me to consume it consciously yet in a huge quantity. 

seriously i love bean and sesame and peanuts but my skin is allergic to quite a lots of food. 

as a results, 

my legs and arms is suffering from itchy-ness and red blotchy.. 

god. i don't like my skin react in this way. poor.

facebook quiz - what makes you beautiful

You fancy the natural side of beauty!.

The greatest things is life are free of complications - you're a practical beauty who doesn't rely on frills and passing fads to show off your style. Down-to-earth and oh-so-cool, friends count on you for good advice and a strong shoulder to cry on. You know what you want out of life and don't worry about impressing others with over-the-top outfits and the newest alternative styles. You've got a healthy dose of self-confidence that simply radiates beauty and grace. And nothing's more natural than that.  

lifestyle. part of me.

recently,

my life was hectic and full, trying to manage my time well in order to keep it balance.  

the moment i took Public Relations as my major subjects, i am still hesitating about 

my future and what i wanna be?

what is my true callings? 

i like something happenings around me, yet i am able to socialize with public in any occasion, is this something related in public relations? 

but somehow imagination do contrast with reality, only socialite will socialize often, and celebrities will lead happenings life. 

so we as commoners, what life do we deserve? 

do we deserve a awesome life? or we need to work hard to achieve result? but when?

which day?

not considering about my study life at college, i do involved in some events - beauty pageant, photo-shooting, work & etc. 

Is my life well organize? balance enough, i don't think so! 

i have a strong feeling that something is missing in my life, but i don't know where to crave for "it"

i am not gratified about my life enough.

haircut feedback

my god, when i stepped to canteen this morning, few of my friends barely cant even recognize my face, they thought i am another person. then, "jia shen" even try to pull my hair, he thought i was wearing a wig XD..my fringe make everyone thought that i was wearing a wig. LOL really a lots of friends saying it looks like a wig. hehehe. few say nice few say it looks weird, but is ok i like it. :)

another comment : yifan bibi said i look very "ah ma" :( 

yuhoo ~ haircut

random shot; but we just love it

chee hui ming + khor sue wen 

oopppsss, unprepared and sudden presentation

PR: Principles and Practice 

case study 2 : feminisation of PR industry 

before the night, we did not prepared the presentation for this case study because Miss Jenny said it wont be enough time for all of us presenting, but suddenly when we entered the class she said all must present. OMG, we dont expect, hahahaha but is ok, i managed to overcome it nicely. so cool~ i like the moment while i presenting ~ XD 

arrgghhhh ~ i love this cute roti bun

hey, i am so amused by this cute little roti bun, my god is adorable ~ 

thursday morning while attending Mr.Ronzi advanced news and writing lesson i found something hanging on kah mun's phone then i realized is a bun, hahaha cute !!!!! 

the bun even have smell on it and it smells good ~ cool ~ i like it, i remember i showed ®onzi and his expression was like oh my god is cute ~ XD 

my memory

my memory at the place, kinda sweet although is quite crowded over there. 

thanks my mum and sis who went along there.. XD 

medication again, :(

oh my god, thinking of get rid of medicine but need to continue again for second round. 

i am sick ... :(

sick sick sick sick ~ 

what's wrong with my body, keep on function disorder, caused me suffered from sickness 

the moment i born until now, i take a lots of medication, dunno which day will diagnose me as kidney failure (touch wood) * cough cough * 

please let me get rid of sick !!! 

swim swim

7th floor, gurney hotel

enjoyable + relaxing moment 

the evening breeze really make me feel great after had a tiring day, i went for swimming :D

actually life could be fantastic for everyone if we spent some time to relax or pamper ourself. 

for me, sometimes sitting at a nice environment spot and enjoying the natural breeze, it could be just simple and nice life. not necessary having a luxury life only consider as a quality life. 

although a quality life and fine living is everyone's dream !! 

i love myself " cheers 

 

desktop publishing

oh my god ~ why i born without creativity .. 

opppsss seems like i always produce children works 

:D 

i love breeks

evening,

after advertising class, we went dinner at breeks, 

enjoyable moment we having, me her and sw so excited on every topic we fooling with each other.

sat until 8 something and we decided go back.

nice and full. 

wednesday, 22.4.2009

ice cream + movie 

my god, that movie drive us crazy, all of us keep laughing non stop. 

"sue wen" said : the guy is her hubby ~ lol !! she likes him 

me & sue wen

during advanced news writing & reporting lecture :D

starting a new semester

this semester really hectic + rush , everyday 8 o clock morning class until evening, tiring ~ 

my daily routine will be the same i guess for this semester , whenever we backed hostel , we take a bath and we take nap until night , then we talk until we fall asleep.. Zzzz 

compared to last semester , our exercises double up, quite a lots of work to do. 

back into square one

today, went back hostel ... happy to see my two " siao zha bo " miss them 

Utada - come back to me

really a nice song 

check it out ! 

the lyrics quite meaningful and touching. 

i like it. 

this is the song that automatically lead someone's flashback to past memories through the rhythm. enjoy listening the rhythm & lyrics.   

hurt + hurt + hurt

as usual woke up late today and after that have meal with mummy then straight away headed to penang to meet my sister at E&O hotel then next destination Citibank, next PizzaHut & Tokyo saloon. 

Rain heavily and go back home. 

actually plan go for movie but turned tragedy i guess, i am really hurt and my tears really wanna roll down my cheek when i received a message. the message contents : " u very hen sit la, no need like that one everytime also like that. fuck off la ok! will tulan wan u noe?! u gao giak beh liao u! "

do you ever think off my feelings?????    :( 

hope for my perfume ....

aiyo dunno when only can receive my perfume hor ... ?

happy birthday to miss see peng !!!! 

see peng told me before she wish for a perfume for her birthday, hope that she will receive it... 

hiak hiak hiak ...

today receive a call from Mr.Gan Soon Siang = my 'power ranger' ... Oppss seems like someone fall in love again, hahaha hey .. where is miss chee perfume har ? don't lie me or else i won't do the briefing talks for you next monday for new intake students. blek .. anyway add oil for your girl k. 

* announcement : i miss you la power ranger... receive it ?

random shoot

tired session - catwalk training

i want to slim down !!!!

i wanted to slim down all the while but i couldn't do it, sometimes i really depressed although i am not suffered from obesity but i am seriously PLUMP or BABY FAT and the sad thing is i dislike it. People around me realized that i put on weight, my friends my family my relatives noticed it. The most obvious part is my "rounded face" oh my god, girls biggest enemy. I am now 45 kg, in contrast last year, april my weight was 40 kg. Compare the differences carefully.  

chiew ming chong

thanks for your advice, i will take it. 

'cheng beng' again

must have chinese tradition - cheng beng 

every year same style, but this year really hot & sunny 

hahaha saw some other people burn LV's bag, BMW, apartment and lots of things. cool ~ 

genting -grandma story-

monday night headed to genting, reached there around 5 am, check in our luggage and went to Mc D have a seat since there is no other start their business yet. Oh my god.. we sat we hang around we even watched TV in lobby untill 1pm only we managed to check in to our room, finally we get 7 sets of room key but i am so unlucky to choose the room that haven't prepared yet. Oh shit all of us damn tired, no choice me & peng straight away slept on the dirty bed. after awhile we woke up and the room service still haven't clean the room. Wtf !!! god, luckily choon tell us to bribe the room service worker, finally after paying 10 bucks they clean it. Viola, after that we bath and we went for our lunch. then we walk around. at night we went to "Ripleys believe it or not" arcade.boring but quite fun. 

second day. wake up bath and have breakfast then headed to indoor and outdoor themepark. Unfortunately raining. what a waste, we only given the chance to play awhile only. god bullying us. we went back room for a rest. finish. hahaha finally around 5 pm++ rain stop and we went outdoor again. i miss cyclone, and pirates ship. next. is dinner time again. midnight, i suddenly sick - flu+sorethroat+fever. 

third day. wake up packed my belongings and check out and have lunch, then walk around. bye bye to genting, is time to go home. so sweet!!! 

thats all' 

sunday

is sunday again, as usual wake up then have my breakfast - coco crunch + milk then watched Kimora Lee Simmons " life in the fab lanes" seriously KLS is a hot mama !!! voila.. next, on my notebook and online again.. my routine is boring !!!! i dislikes holiday

is hello kitty again

                              

i love kitty ~ miaooooo

domo "kia"

he is a devil who eats TV and lots of things

B.E.W.A.R.E

but seriously he is a cute creature 

self-obsession of myself

i love myself

is me

the ship

great meal . wonderful scenery . nice environment . birthday for someone's 

happy belated birthday again to u ... 

oopppsss

miss fang u look so ''fut tai'' & i look so aunty la 

i miss the time although lots of mosquito flying around

doubt

did she really go to kl ? 

what's going on ? 

god you must be kidding rite ? 

no , you are serious i guess .. 

anyway, really wish you well for the rest of your life. 

all in one

i used to update my blog always but sometimes really lazy and busy

and it will ended up i update all one shot in one day. simple job ~ 

aunt's birthday

happy birthday lean yi yi 

BRA BRA BRA for life

is all about 

bra's 

bra

delicious   

beside fragrances, bras is another lovely toys for GIRLS. do u agree ?? i love bras and panties oh my god ~ that day went Queensbay with mummy, ended up we bought a total of 14 sets of bras and panties, shit ... but i love it seriously. variety of patterns - ice cream, flowery, lace, star and so on..... aarrggghhhh just love it... 

blooming flowers

where is my photo shoot with those blooming flowers ?

A simple white T

finally i bought the white T, but i don't think i am able to print it in superb. 

Mr. Razeef

Malaysian studies ..... 

few words to describe - tricky, tough, lost my mind, squeeze my brain .... 

 

yeah ! USHER new perfumes

my male idol had launched new fragrance ... 

actually not new is new in Penang only i guess !!! 

hahahaha 

quite strong the scent .. 

i love my big big eyes

wooohoo ~ 

ming ai ( aspial wedding ) a great make up artist who surprisingly did not enroll in any make up lesson or class but she is super duper fantastic in make up. 

my eyes is one of her artwork ~ great nice and cool !! 

but this is the most difficult make up to remove that i ever had ~ sob sob 

Esprit Connect ...

perfume perfume perfume perfume ~ 

i in love with you miss perfume ~ 

i have you in my closet ~

yeah yeah yeah ...

我 真 的 是 哭 包

无可否认我是个大哭包   为什么我的眼泪那么不听话    已经半夜了你还一直流，流个不停

MNG adorably

i got it 

yeah yeah 

got it got it got it

MNG adorably you belongs to me now

哭。包

星期三。星期四。星期五。星期日。

共同点 ～ 我哭了

我的室友们你们不要吓到哦如果下个星期一我又哭的话。

我知道这几天你们都看到我哭看到我发呆看到我伤心。希望你们不要笑我啦～

最多我不要打门咯。嘿嘿嘿

CCW你不要检查我的眼睛啦。。你好好笑哦

好眼泪坏眼泪

这首歌我好喜欢

我流的是什么泪呢？

好还是坏？

我自己都很矛盾很不懂。

这一回，真的要走了没有开玩笑。

我。。。应该如何？

我。。。

我。。。

我头脑里很乱。

很乱很乱

应该如何是好？

没有了没有了

真的没有了～！！！

再见。

以泪洗脸的感觉很烂！！

我做不到不哭的我～

哭哭哭哭哭哭哭哭哭。到何时？

我不喜欢“牛西蓝”

我讨厌这个地方因为它带走了我多年以来的一段回忆

它也带走了一个人

我不喜欢你“牛西蓝”

你很讨厌非常可恶

如果你真的开心想和“牛西蓝”一起生活

我祝福你啦～记得不要变一头牛回来啦

呜呜呜呜呜呜

我真的很伤感，伤心，伤脑经 ！！！

时间好快哦

已经七年了吧

什么也经验过了

我可以说什么呢现在？

那一天会怎样啊？

femme by hugo boss

accidentally found this perfume ... oh my god 

i can say wow love at first site the smells really attract me 

i really in love with femme hugo boss !!!!!