my feelings.

sometimes i considered myself as a lucky person because i have a great family and few really "mixable" friends but reality tell me that actually i am not.
complicated yet confusing feelings keep on haunting me.
其实真正我们要的东西是怎么样去了解和寻找的？
很想过着有意义的日子可是感觉好像每天都在混日子这样的。
难道这就是所谓的生活吗？不懂。
我我我我我。